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I've missed everyone! Rambler alert...

December 20th, 2015 at 01:56 pm

I had to go back and catch up with everyone over the past few weeks. Seems like I've missed a bunch of changes, and I hate that. Birthdays, sad family news, and sweet times too. I don't "know" you all, but then again, I do!

I have finished my fall semester. The class was super intense, but I have learned so much from it. My practicum was also very challenging because my supervisor really pushed me. I had lots of programs to write, data to collect, and research articles to read. All to make me a better analyst. And of course I love this stuff, so it wasn't torture, just difficult getting myself started on the work. Plus she really wants me to work for her company, so that says a lot about her opinion of me.

The next semester has already started for me. I have 2 classes to take for maintaining my teaching credentials. That is separate from the post grad program. So when these 2 classes are finished I can go back to the certificate program and finish that up.

My personal relationship is still shaky, it needs a new foundation. I'm not ready to make any decisions there. I just wish I could go back to when things were great, I couldn't imagine any couple being more in love than us.

But that's life, right? We don't live in a vacuum, we impact one another, connections grow, some break, some get all tangled up. But we are all still held together, with a Oneness. I envision a busy little planet, all of our drama and stuff going on. All of the emotions involved. Death, birth, religion, change. But we are held together with a membrane, so now one falls out. I swear I am not drinking, I can't get the words out just right! If I was an artist I could draw the little planet with activity, and then draw the Spirit holding us all together. We are all in this together. We are not alone.

Enjoy the season, everyone!

5 Responses to “I've missed everyone! Rambler alert...”

  1. Carol Says:
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    I like the picture my mind composes of your planet.

  2. creditcardfree Says:
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    I get what you are saying about being one. It is true!

  3. VS_ozgirl Says:
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    It's a great feeling when you know a company wants you to work for them, it's always nice to feel valued.. I know all about how intense studying can be, as a month ago I just finished a study unit.. Could your personal relationship be on shaky ground because when you are studying it's so hard to be completely present with your partner? Trust me, it's beyond hard. If it is, that's fixable, as long as both of you try to spend time together. Congratulations on a good result!

  4. CB in the City Says:
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    I think you described it well! And I hope you can work it through with your partner.

  5. pjmama Says:
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    I too like the visual with the little planet. It's really difficult to look fondly back on a stage in your relationship that you know will never return - I feel that way about DH and I here and there. We're still very much in love, but in such a different, less whimsical way. It sounds like you have the maturity to not rush into rash decision-making, but understand and will fight for what you really need in a relationship. And that's a great place to start Smile Wishing you the best! And thanks for the update! We like to hear about your life as well!

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